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Friday, September 17, 2004 sigh.. i don't need any mozart to tell me i'm out of tune.. trust me, I KNOW. even deaf people will know. and dead people will know too. hai. and i sound like a dying chicken. but worse. the tuner will die one day. like, soon. jasmine 6:37:00 PM Thursday, September 16, 2004 yay the math test wasn't so bad after all. QUITE certain i'll pass... [i certainly hope so..]. but quite certain i'll fail chem too. i didn't even finish the paper! :(. oh well. i shall forget about it and be happy. it's over, jasmine. YOU'RE DEAD. yay. i might as well live out my last days happily. haha. anyway i shall be glad that i learned linear law at the last minute instead of just ignoring the topic cos it was quite a lot of marks [i think]. i should think it was about half the paper. well almost. inn is so so so super high. i can't even make the first movement sound nice :(. i sound like a stupid disgusting little sec one trying to force her high notes out. ok i WAS trying to force my high notes out a bit. shit. hai. it feels BAD to sound like a stupid disgusting little sec one :(. it's so bloody high. :(:(. shall try again tmr and shall constantly remind myself not to force the notes out. anyway one accomplishment: i can now almost, ALMOST, reach G# in tunely. yay. jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one jasmine shall not sound like a sec one. i REFUSE to sound like a sec one. jasmine 9:12:00 PM Wednesday, September 15, 2004 school sucks.. :(. and it's only the first week :(. there's math test and chem test tmr. and i JUST learned linear law cos the test is TMR and i just realised i didn't learn it cos i was sick for those days she taught it -.-'. emm was so nice to teach me :). online some more. a bit hard lah, but. luckily the ws had notes [didn't understand most of it, but suppose it helped lah. haha]. i get it now :). emm can go and be math teacher already. go and be the next tyl [eee...]. haha. thanks emm :). it's quite fun actually, gek you shouldn't hate it. be glad we don't have to draw curvy curvy things. we must zhi1 zu2 :). my chinese so good right. (ya.. i wonder who got 50+ for the previous test :P). haha. but then was cos i didn't study :(. haha. and chem test. i WILL forget how to calculate on the spot. i WILL forget to bring my calculator :(. my pen WILL RUN OUT OF INK. i will FALL ASLEEP on my paper. basically i'm going to fail it :(. yay. good. one more to add to my collection. :(. oh it's nice to do a test alone in the library. cos that day i was sick and missed ss test so i took it in the library when i came back. so nice and peaceful inside. so much better than in a classroom with 30+ other people panicking with you and writing and writing like mad and banging correction tape about. haha. and i felt so calm and.. calm. ya. and you can think better too. it's really really nice :). so maybe i won't fail that test so badly :). yay. the bio perf task is due!!! shit. where am i supposed to get a plant for them. and since they haven't grown, i obviously DO NOT HAVE RESULTS. Guess what happened to my peanuts. they refused to germinate, turned mouldy and got thrown away by my maid. [hah. that's what you get for being stubborn.] so. i don't have peanuts lah. my kailan/kangkong things [like what's the difference?] are more successful. they haven't germinated either, but are still unmouldy. so they are still safe in the soil, so MAYBE, just maybe, they might grow one day. right? yes. good :). bye bye i must go and study my kinematics and graphical transformations [ooh.. how arh.. my worsheets are blank :P]. haha bye. AND CHEM! jasmine 10:23:00 PM Friday, August 06, 2004 haha it was really fun :). i love bridge!!!!!!!! wahahhahaha. think i'll get a sore throat tmr cos i ate so much crap and i was screaming/screeching so much when we were playing bridge. haha. oh we saw this flying trail of fire in the sky when we were going to the barbecue [sp?] pit. around 7.19 i think... i rmb checking my watch just before seeing it :). it was so so cool. and we were wondering what it was since weilin said it wasn't a shooting star [too big] and it wasn't a meteorite [they just don't look like that] and she probably knows these things really well, knowing weilin... and we couldn't think of anything else that flies through the sky like that... unless it was an aeroplane on fire dropping from the sky, but i don't think so... too high up and far away... and i think going too fast too [though i wouldn't really know]... and it looked like it just came through the whole ozone layer [or whatever it is that sets things on fire]... and it just looked too cool to be a lousy thing like an aeroplane falling down... maybe it's a ufo on fire dropping down =). haha. whatever. we wanted to take a picture of it but shauna's cam was being retarded so... haha =s. anyway i found my way there really easily cos... haha. we got lost there last time, so i know the place like quite [if not really] well =D. [as in besides the fact that it is gigantic...]. rmb it as the gigantic blue building from the last time we got lost there :P. and it IS gigantic. i couldn't find the playground :(. until ruth and xinzi and mingyan went with me :P. oops. ok lah i'm lousy. jasmine 11:44:00 PM Wednesday, August 04, 2004 they're all like trying to cram so much stuff into our heads every single day, missing even ONE puny lesson will leave you miles behind... isn't it tragic that when you're sick and don't feel like going to school, you have to flip through your timetable first to make sure that you only have like pe, cle, philo, assembly and that kind of stuff for that day? btw, JASMINE HATES GRAPHS*rant rant*jasmine 6:49:00 PM Monday, August 02, 2004 *BEEP!* INFORMATION OVERLOAD!!!what a terrible day. learnt about the chloroplast in bio. and the calvin cycle or whatever is SO difficult and confusing :(. i didn't get much until i thought about it again. and then it was just a feeble kind of understanding... the kind that will be easily un-understood unless you spend some more time going through it again. but obviously there was no time... the next teacher whirred in right after she left >(. i could have gone back to think about it more man... if only we didn't do other cheem stuff in chem :(. it was really easy to understand, but very hard to remember. i was trying to remember that a base + an acid = some sort of thing and another... and preparation of salts and stuff... OH my goodness... so i forgot everything about the calvin cycle except that it is called the calvin cycle [and i'm not even sure about that...]. sigh. SYSTEM BREAKDOWN.jasmine 9:37:00 PM Thursday, July 29, 2004 there was this little baby at the traffic light outside the school. she was so cute :). and she smiled at me :). then she took her teddy bear to show me :). i patted the teddy bear on the head :). haha. then her dad laughed :P. oops. i forgot he was there :P. anyway she laughed too :). i think it was a girl anyway. eyeballs kept saying that it was a boy and that he was too young for me o.O. er.. haha. anyway she tried to scare her when the dad wasn't looking. so mean. but then the girl wasn't scared :). she smiled some more :). haha. so cute :). jasmine 8:32:00 PM Monday, July 26, 2004 haha. national day rehearsal, less than half our batch went. i think. people had jap test, aesthetics, were working backstage, sick, not in school etc. i really think it was less than half. our sb only had sophia :P. i had aesthetics, eyeballs was backstage, emm and mable were sick :P. very funny when we told her she would be the only one. her LOOK. haha =). The lasagne was nice :). and there was so much :):). but i gave gek my tiramisu cos it's so coffeeish and weird... and it's made of raw egg yolks. eww. anyway our teacher went somewhere so this irritating teacher is taking over... so irritating. so longwinded and naggy and so particular about trivial matters... and she treats us like idiots. AND she cannot teach. half the time i don't know what she's talking about. well. whatever. irritating person. i wish our normal teacher will be back next week. she's so much less irritating and doesn't make a fuss over the littlest things and she's not longwinded and irritating and her instructions are nice and clear :). haha ya... finally learned to appreciate her... gek and i are going to watch ella enchanted on saturday :). yay. i loved the book :). i hope the movie's nice too :):). ] oh just a random thought... sec 2s are so terrible :(... we gave out the same number of rs surveys to each level, and when we got them back, the number of surveys from sec 2 was like 20 less than the next lowest or something. we got back like half our surveys :(. so we're going to give more to the sec 2s to do and we have to reduce the sample size from 300 to 200. well. at least we started with 300 and not 100, or we would have nothing left :P. i want to sleep, but i'm too lazy to go upstairs :(. haha. maybe i shall just sleep on the sofa and get a few mosquito bites and a neck ache when i wake up. lala. shall see. i can't believe i'm doing a leadership project on the leadership project... hai... sadded... i'm supposed to meet my group tomorrow to discuss it. i was supposed to find the contact numbers of all kinds of things for people to do on and all that, took AGES to get 2 and a half pages. hai. spent like dunno how much of my weekend on it :(. evilled. there's rs tomorrow!!! *sigh*. it's slack, but still so extra irritating. irritating irritating. the worst parts about school are rs and the horrid leadership project :(. like HELLO!!!! what business is it of yours if i become a leader or not. like DOTZ. jasmine 10:32:00 PM happy one year after syf =). practised a bit in the morning, and i sounded so so gross.. :(. wellz. anyway we can't go for the national day rehearsal cos we have aesthetics :(. as in though it's only national anthem and school song [i think] which i don't find particularly interesting or pleasant sounding, playing anything is really nice, especially when the other choice-not-a-choice is to stay in some pokey kitchen COOKING. or at least trying to cook... i should develop this allergy to flour or sth. hai. then i won't take cooking and gek will die without me. *poke* right, gek? :D. *ego ego* =). it's ok... there is one TINY comfort... we're making lasagne [sp?] today :). haha. i hope it turns out nice... then i can eat it and not give any to my sister :D. then she can watch me eat it :D. hehe can tell i'm so nice to my sister :). watched the news yesterday about the brother and the sister who went to get treatment and how they are recovering... suddenly wondered if people like them ever become completely normal even after treatment. they will probably gradually get better, but. well. whatever. i'm having geog now... but i'm really bored cos we're supposed to do our plantation thingummy but i've finished my part :D. and i finished this math assignment i brought to do when i predicted something like this would happen.. :P. oops. obviously i didn't think i would have THAT much time. lala. clara brought a mr. tickles to school today, and i dumped my bunnies for mr. tickles =). haha. i dumped B2 for the bunnies last time :P. shuhui says i'm fickle... and i told her it rhymes with tickle =). haha. shall go and see what else i can do :). bye :). jasmine 9:19:00 AM Sunday, July 25, 2004
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jasmine 2:43:00 PM ok... i'm too hot and restless to stone about on the sofa. shall go and take random quizzes and stuff on random people's blogs. jasmine 2:35:00 PM not feeling really good today.. very very tired. and i have a headache that gets worse when i lie down trying to go back to sleep cos i'm so very tired. what is wrong with me :(. so now i can't sleep and my headache refuses to go away. hai. sunday. still feel like practising though i know i won't exactly sound nice cos i can't really concentrate today. i couldn't even read cos i kept trying to fall asleep and my eyes hurt when i try to focus on the words. but i still want to practise. i need it. i'm so below standard. i can't play a single song nicely :(. but both amber and allene are in school :P. k lorh... :(. shall go and sit on the sofa and try to decide when i should start on my homework :P. jasmine 1:26:00 PM Saturday, July 24, 2004 yay :). was fun today :). and i was in a better mood. i think i just get stressed out when i have to see my class. not that they're not nice or anything, but i just feel terrible when i have to go to class. well. oh my goodness look at my moods swings. whee. sectionals was nice, except that i sound so extra shrieky on the Eb :(. well... my only comfort is that i'm not the only one playing bloody high notes. hah. anyway i was sightreading the festmarsch Eb score today and i died. i think the whole section died or at least went deaf [so romantic... they died for me :)]. i have terrible notes too... and i have this terrible acciacatura [sp? i forgot... after not doing theory for so long... i'm not even sure if it's an acciacatura or an apporgiatura (and again, i don't know how to spell that)]. anyway this terrible acciacatura/apporgiatura thing makes me jump from E to high D [which i cannot really reach easily in the first place] really quickly since it's an acciacatura/apporgiatura thing, like i said. so. haha. it was terrible. and bach chorale has so many pauses i want to just die. i can't play anything in tune on the Eb... i sound too sharp for everything :(. so i loosen and loosen and then i waver and squeak... woo... so nice... :(. amazing grace was... nice :). except my one part... my jumps were too jumpy. well. i love the low notes part... it sounds so nice :). then after sectionals i practised some more so now i can play festmarsch [well... most of the parts... obviously i still can't do my toiiiiiiiii part...]. and i realised st florian is actually a nice song :). soph and enyi walked over to join me and... we started collating our survey results. haha so anticlimax. so anyway... it was quite fun. and soph always said too fast for me to follow :(. haha. oh. soph's phone rang so she answered it and was talking so openly at our sectionals area, then suddenly the vice head pre walked around the corner... and she didn't see it o.O. loser. haha. anyway then soph ran around to the other side to talk and this teacher appeared. haha. was so so funny. after that enyi left and soph went to get her festmarsch scores and we played festmarsch together. i love trio... i was practising changing instrus fast enough to play it :). anyway festmarsch is so nice too :). then we+enyi+guotong went for lunch which was really nice too :). somehow soph's order got mixed up so she got mushroom sauce chicken noodles instead of rice... and there's chilli :). haha. so she tried to eat until she couldn't eat anymore cos it was too hot, so enyi offered to switch with her [since guotong and i were eating hokkien mee which was probably hotter than her noodles :)]. and she still refused to eat cos it was so hot and she just ate chilli so it felt even hotter and she didn't believe us when we said there was no chilli :D. haha. and she drank lots and lots of ice lemon tea :). oh anyway the uncle is so nice :). he only charged us $4 for the jug of ice lemon tea which fills about 8 cups or sth. :D. so nice :). anyway it was really nice :). haha. really really fun. i wish the bandroom didn't have to close so early. hai. then i can practise more :). too bad. they're big horrible poots :(. and we're too guai to not listen to them :). as in besides the fact that they threatened to book us if we stay over the time limit... :D jasmine 4:11:00 PM Friday, July 23, 2004 so sick of everything. leave me alone. sorry if i'm short tempered. sorry if i snapped at you for no reason. sorry if i don't say a single word for hours at a go. sorry if i ignored you when you asked me something. sorry for being a horrible person. sorry if i seem antisocial. i am. My life is going down down down. my studies are -. i can't play properly. and all my teachers hate me. and i think all of you hate me too. for being such a horrible person who doesn't give a damn about anything anymore. i'm really sorry. but i can't do anything about it. i've just grown to be like that over the past 6 months. i need time. sorry eyeballs sorry shuhui sorry anisha sorry everyone for ignoring you and snapping at you when i stop ignoring you. [shuhui and anisha --> your luck... sitting near me]. i wish the whole school would just disappear. i wish one day i would wake up to find myself in some deep dark void. i wish i would just disappear. i'm too sick and tired of everything to face anyone. i wish everything would just go away. go away give me some space jasmine 11:27:00 PM Wednesday, July 21, 2004 wellz... racial harmony... so extra bored... like more than an hour of recess or whatever this is. crap. i was almost late cos it was raining so heavily. and we left the house late. heh. and i really practised in the morning. well not really. i only did 3rd ex to warm up cos there was no time. then i did other stuff to work on other things. anyway i just realised i have an even longer G# in inn of sixth happiness. it's 3 counts. i just realised it said 8va on top, so... yay. i feel like going to practise again but then there are people in the hall and anyway i don't think we're supposed to play during school :(. hai. so boring. ella enchanted is coming! i'm going to watch. then again, i always say i'm going to watch and end up not watching. wellz. we'll see. I forgot to bring a book to read :(. so so bored. i didn't know this recess or whatever was so long :(. hai. poots. and i'm typing and typing just to take up time. there's about 47 mins left. oh joy. i can type with both hands, i can type with my right hand, i can type with my left hand, i can type quickly, i can type slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly, slower, slower, 45 mins left. hai. oh this is hopeless. bye everyone. jasmine 9:50:00 AM Tuesday, July 20, 2004 oooohhhhhh my goodness.... oooohhhhh my goodness... ooohhhhhhhh.... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh... oh my goodness... i looked through my inn of sixth happiness score on my way home on the bus... and it's NOT happiness at all. i like cannot reach half the notes on the score. like really half. more than half. and my highest note is the 2nd G# above tuning c... i'm supposed to hold it for 2 counts.. oohh my goodness... i'm sure it's not long at all and NOBODY will notice i'm about 3 whole tones flat :(. it's like a concert B... o_O. *faints and dies*. I can't even reach the G# on my Bb... how am i supposed to do it on Eb... aaaahhhh. and i don't even know the fingering :P. i just know it's an ultra high note. yay. good luck everyone go buy earplugs. luckily we're not playing it yet cos we're preparing for convention... shall practise my high notes on the Eb. And go and find out the G# fingering. ah. joy. class phototaking today was so damn irritating. we waited for one whole hour. hai not that i actually minded missing lessons but waiting there was so boring and so irritating... and i think sien's ranting at full power influenced me a little too. so irritated. and i didn't really smile much in the thing. cos i was irritated :D. wellz. anywayz the green background they suddenly decided was nice this year is actually really gross. [i was also quite disappointed that we were not having math at that time :(]. i'm totally sick of seeing her everyday :(. and don't teachers get sick of teaching... imagine repeating the same old thing to every single class for years and years. imagine having to teach people how to draw graphs every year. eurgh. imagine being mean and horrible everyday. aahh. we must learn to appreciate the tape recorders we see everyday. wellz. didn't get to indiv much today. i wasn't even done warming up, and it was 4.30 already. so we had to go and get changed. only did amazing grace a few times, concentrated on stuff here and there... hai. and i sounded ultra ultra gross. so thin and stringy. whee. shall work on my Eb high notes every morning [i hope... don't really want to disrupt the nice and quiet peace... but... hai. shall see]. bye. i should go do my homework. jasmine 8:36:00 PM Monday, July 19, 2004 having math now... haha. listened to our a tempo gr. it was so so nice. so so nice. ssssoooooooo nice. and they walked in and we forgot about them and we sang it at the top of our voices. ooh. oops. but it was so so nice. fine byebye. so nice. jasmine 8:05:00 AM Tuesday, July 06, 2004 i'm really really sorry jasmine 11:47:00 PM |
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